ive seemed to have grown up so much these last few weeks i now realise life really is a bitch every one out there is after me ive really got to stand up for my self and not rely on every one else for my answers.

i dont now but to my friends their is a big gap opening up and a dont seem get along with meny of them any more. i mean there was a boy called cody i used to get on with him all the time but now i just hate him and we are so bitter to each other.

im tired of lieing to everyone i just want to be accepted and i no i cant. In a way im glad. i no im different i always have been and when i cant be myself its hard.

well im sorry for everything im not so different in a way.

for some reason im writing about girls its so anoying y'no one second there your mate then they hate you i really need some advice about understanding them.

and as I no only one person will read this im going to say this.

Jess your a wonderful person and you shouldn't put yourself down and ive tryed to say how i feel if i could change i would do anything for you please give me a chance ::::

in our music class we really skrewed up our performance well rebecca did she didnt even count us in lol she was in her own world i didnt even no whe had begun lol

yay easter is finally hear no work for a while though my heart goes out to foliedvoix but youve got to remember we have a done all of our coursework all ready lol we h8 mrs chambers lol oh well we where forced to watch this crappy drama film thing but me and my m8 chip went to the guitar mobile and played guitar while we where ment to be there lol:b

what normal day would not be compeate without my computer. i mean i use it for every thing but what annoys me is that our OCR Nationals GCSE course is already out of date thae stuff we are learning will be irelivent by the time we leave school.

rage

times running out....
fading away
you keep pulling back
thats not my way...
way... yeah..

time to to drive away
all your sins
live in today
not in that way...ay

problems mounting up....
not giving way
thats not my fault
any way.... yeah

time to to drive away
all your sins
live in today
not in that way...ay

then solo

time to to drive away
all your sins
live in today
not in that way...ay

ma new song what u think of it
copy right of marmiteontoast (oli)

oh yeah folks ill get the lyrics up soon it kicks ass its called the rat race of life

if only i was older i would have been able to go to the greatest concert in the world life can be cruel

why oh why do i have such a fasanation with words as soon as i hear a funny word i cant stop using it man i must have.. a over active vocabulary or sumthing